Wednesday, October 19, 2011

bump in the road

i'm left all alone in my thoughts and i suddenly recall this battle within me. struggling. contemplating. a few months back, i felt a small lump in my left breast. i only do random checks as i believed that not having been gifted with an abundant bosom, i have lower risk of tumors, lumps or even that big C. crooked thought right?! hahaha anyways, i was puzzled and a bit alarmed of what it might be. i talked to a friend with a similar situation. she told me to wait for a few weeks after i had my period and check again. i did. but it's still there. i kept on monitoring it. still the same size, i guess. same location. i think that should still be fine right. time went on. 5 months passed. my cousin told me to have it checked. im just too scared. it doesn't seem to grow or change anyways. maybe in time. i just hope and pray that it's nothing that cannot be cured. else, i think my guardian angel should just throw a brick at me, show himself and drag me to the doctor. hahaha

5 comments:

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geWi said...

just have it checked and be done with it! *wapaks*

Niko said...

Hope no pray that u get it checked. It may be nothing more than a cyst but at least you'll know. Cancer often doesn't cause pain until much later. You've already assumed the worst and it may be nothing but, if it hasn't gone away then you need to check...

beng said...

oi, espren, have it checked! it's for your own peace of mind din. i'll pray for your health gurl... *hugs*

kaw, di ka man lang nagbabanggit nung nagkita tayo! =(

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