c E n T i M e N t S

i compared myself with mama at around my age. hmm.. she's already married, has her own family with one kid (yep, that's me), own house, stable job which she sees herself growing old in. Fast forward ... as for me, I'm the complete opposite. it's just reasonable to panic, right?! hahaha i'm mostly worried actually, about the "own house" thing. mama would always inject that topic every time. a job.. well i think i can work on that.. married, own family.. yeah i can work on it too. i guess. hahaha it just seems that however much i try to save, it still wont be enough to live comfortably in pinas - meaning, i can still live even by bumming around for a few months. great plan, eh? i need to engage in some business. if only, our kada's five-year plan is still feasible, i would've pursued it with them.